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I can't
I can't get up in the morning
I can't do anything right
I can't find any motivation
I can't get over how worthless I am
I can't see the lighter side
I can't just be happy
I can't function properly
I can't get over how worthless I am
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Literature
Thoughts from a person with depression
The sun rises again for another day
These bad thoughts and feelings
Seem to never go away
What's the point of getting out of bed
When it's the same shit all over again
Waking up and being here messes with my head
Why am I on this planet?
There are many more deserving
Of this life, can someone just have it?
I'm useless and worthless
I can never think straight
When my life is so much of a mess
I'm not ungrateful for being here
But I am nothing special
I'm just an ordinary girl
Not going to achieve much at all
And when my mundane existence ceases
No one will remember who I am
I'm just a worthless whore
With nothing to live for.
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Delusion
I was deluded, I couldn’t see the truth
How you were hurting me, Tearing me apart.
I was in love with you,
And at the time, I was in a dark place
And you were supportive at the start
But I was deluded
Blinded
Weeks passed before you showed your true colours,
Anger and aggression
And you took it out on me
To you I was just a slave, your bitch
Someone you could have sex with whenever.
You cheated, you lied and you hurt me
Outside the bruises have gone away,
But inside, they won’t disappear.
I’ll forever have the memory
Of your beatings followed by sex
But now who’s behind bars?
Not me, that’s for sure
Maybe before you strike a woman
You’ll think it through
I dialed the Police when you were asleep
Tears were streaming from my eyes
Assault and harassment were two of the charges
And I could name many more.
Goodbye my ex-boyfriend
And goodbye, my former captor.
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19th Birthday
My birthday is today
Getting closer to death
Yesterday I was 4
And tomorrow I'll be 80
19 is almost 20
And when I'm 20 I'm an adult
Nearing the end of my teenage years
Saying hello to adulthood
My dreams are staying basic
No unicorns or spaceships
I just want to get my Masters
Try not to die in the process
When it comes to studying, I'm sloppy
Procrastination is a hobby
Designing racecars is pretty fun
But partying is better
The student union is calling
Cheap beers and lots of vodka
Uni life isn't so bad
But I'll be paying it off 'til I'm dead
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My first time with a woman
It’s morning. A vague hint of sunlight shimmered through the old battered window, illuminating the room. I put my hand on my forehead; I had a massive hangover. “How much did I have last night?” I thought. Turning over to check the time, I found a woman there next to me. There have been many times where I have woken up, head banging, feeling sick and a taste of a variety of booze in my mouth, and adding to these problems, I’m surrounded by used condoms, a messy bed and a half- naked guy, but this is different... This was a female.
I’ve never really been homophobic- I haven’t really had a problem with people in the LGBT community, regardless of what my parents and siblings had beaten into me, but I never thought I would be a part of it, especially not then, when I was fresh out of sixth- form and had only been in university for two months. So there I was; Confused, scared and somewhat aroused by this situation. I had been attracted to girls in the pas
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Literature
Slave to the past
Religion has ruined me
I used to be free
I can't break away
I was forced to believe
Abuse made my happiness
Disappear forever
I don't know how to deal with this
Medication doesn't make it better
Although Things are looking up
I'm coming out of my shell
No longer a slave to religion
Nor walked over by my peers
The past can't be repaired
I'll always be scarred
Always a slave to my fears
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Him
Back in Cardiff for summer. Another few weeks of reminiscing about old times before pissing off to uni. I’m sitting on the edge of a wharf in the Alexandra docks, watching the sun set. My legs swaying in the wind, and my boots occasionally hitting each other. Slowly, I put my head into my hands and cry. I can’t forget these past few years. Firstly, I can’t forget him. It’s been over a year, and I know it’s silly to try to hold on to teen romance, but I just can’t forget him. I genuinely saw a future between us, what I felt was actual love. Every night towards the end, he’d cancel our dates, and have alcohol and drug fueled one nighters with other girls, and I got called the slut. He needed help. He was an alcoholic, and he was underage. He had serious drug problems towards the end as well. Cannabis and MDMA mainly. I thought I could help him. No matter how much he abused me and took advantage, and no matter how many other girls he fucked for a
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Cols (Also In English)
Eich gwallt gwinau hir
Llosgi marwor Yn yr nos
Ni fyddaf byth yn anghofio chi
Waeth pa mor bell i ffwrdd yr ydych yn
Your long auburn hair
Burning embers In the night
I will never forget you
No matter how far away you are
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Trapped
I can't live without you
even if you don't care
I try to forget you exist
But whatever my thought, you are there.
You always seem to forget me
No matter if I'm there
I wouldn't question the other girls you have,
I really wouldn't dare
I know you're taking advantage
But if I try to leave
The door locks in front of me
You drag me back again
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A Strange Lover
No one in her life had ever liked him. She was too young for him, they insisted, and they were right. He knew they were right but for him, it was love at first sight. Despite how broken she was, there was also a strength he could see in the young girl, a strength so beautiful that he couldn't resist her. He never understood how she hadn't seen it and how she had thought so lowly of herself. But then, he saw people so very differently.
Despite his best attempts, she sought him out. She wanted to get away from her family and friends who didn't understand her. He understood her, that was enough for her. She didn't care if the others hated him, she loved him. She would fall into his arms and beg him to take her away, to a better place. He held her tightly, protectively. Yet, he knew he was no good for her, the others were right. He had to let her go, had to let her go to her family and friends who loved her and despised him. He didn't want to come between them.
He stared down at her and be
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Whassup people

I want to know what y'all think about Corbyn being re-elected as leader for the Labour party, because I personally think he will do good for them. Not only has he practically secured the Tories place in 2020, but Labour may split, doing what the Social democrats did. This would mean a slightly better Labour (I still would never vote for them, but a Reformed labour would mean the Tories would have competition, meaning they would have to be the best).

I dislike Corbyn, here's why:

-He would stop airstrikes against Syria, as he says it "Will not defeat ISIL"
No shit sherlock, but it is far more effecient than the alternatives. Do you suggest we write them a nice letter asking them to stop, or maybe just change to sharia law. What a wanker.

-He wants to withdraw from NATO
In which reality is this a good idea? In the event of war with Russia and/ or China, you want to be left with just the Commonwealth and 235,320 active and reserve personnel? That is, of course, up against the 3 million active and reserve personnel of Russia, and/ or the 2.18 million Active and reserve Personnel of China. NATO gives us the Armies of 28 countries. It doesn't take a genius to figure out the chances we have on our own, and our chances with NATO. Get a grip.

-No nuclear deterrents
His reasoning was that Britain hadn't come under a nuclear threat for decades. That's because we have deterrents, dipshit.

-A "National Education Service"
He compared it to an "NHS for education." Have you seen the state of the NHS. If it(education) ain't broke, don't fic it.

-No tuition fees
Can't actually complain. Still don't like him.

-Nationalising energy services.
As I mentioned, nationalisation never works. Please stop.

-Rent controls
I'll summarize it. You are a busnissman. You worked from nothing up so you can live Westminster, and suddenly, an unemployed person with 3 kids moves in next door, because Corbyn made it so poor families can have expensive accomodation. This allows for people who are too lazy to get a job and live off the state living in the nicest areas of England because they can.

-He wants to abolish the monarchy.
You know what that will do to foreign relations an tourism. It didn't work in 1653, and it won't work now.

-Renationalising railways
Yay, waiting longer for a train to work. Joy to the fucking world

-Printing more money
4 words. Germany after WW1, and Hyperinflation.

That's my opinion at least..

The more and more I talk to people, the more and more pissed off I get. MUSLIMS.ARE.NOT.TERRORISTS. 

Just because the main terrorist group in the world at the current time claim to be muslim, it doesn't mean every muslim is going to blow up your local Tesco's. Before people judge a religion, just read up about their actual beliefs. If you judged Christianity on the KKK, IRA, The Christian Identity Movement, or individuals like Charles Manson, your view would be warped too. Muslims are not terrorists, terrorists are people with disgusting morals and do not understand how to negotiate.

"Humanity is but a single brotherhood: So make peace with your brethren"
Qur'an 49:10
I can't get up in the morning
I can't do anything right
I can't find any motivation
I can't get over how worthless I am

I can't see the lighter side
I can't just be happy
I can't function properly
I can't get over how worthless I am
I can't
Last thing about my depression,  promise. Just needed to vent again. Going to do more writing again- LCY x
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The sun rises again for another day
These bad thoughts and feelings
Seem to never go away

What's the point of getting out of bed
When it's the same shit all over again
Waking up and being here messes with my head

Why am I on this planet?
There are many more deserving
Of this life, can someone just have it?

I'm useless and worthless
I can never think straight
When my life is so much of a mess

I'm not ungrateful for being here
But I am nothing special
I'm just an ordinary girl
Not going to achieve much at all
And when my mundane existence ceases
No one will remember who I am
I'm just a worthless whore
With nothing to live for.
Thoughts from a person with depression
It was around two years ago I was diagnosed with clinical depression. Every day gets worse, I can't sleep or get out of bed. I have gotten help, but it still does nothing- my brain is quite fucked. I know it is a cool phase for people to be "depressed," but you really don't want to experience the real thing. This is my outlook on life in a short (ish) poem. Don't say you're depressed for the sake of being "cool," you're not depressed, grow up. Sorry if this is a rant, but I had a breakdown recently and I am still rather pissed off and angry.

Sorry for not uploading, but I've had no motivation to get myself up, let alone post anything, so sorry. Stay safe xx
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Laura Charlotte- Young
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Helo ac croeso!
I enjoy writing, and I want to share life my stories, poems and fiction with you! I'll try and reply to all feedback and such I get :)

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I speak English
Je parle français
Yr wyf yn siarad cymraeg
Я говорю по-русски
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I also know how to say "Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch"
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Formetoknow2 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2016
If you ever feel the need to converse with anyone about how frustrating ignorant people can be over Muslims, let me know.
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ThatLauraYoung Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2016
Sure,why not!
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Thanks for the watch and welcome to DeviantArt! :D
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You're welcome and thank you :D
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ThatLauraYoung Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016
Hello and thanks a lot! I'll make sure to use those links- they seem really helpful :)
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My pleasure :)
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Heya :wave:

Welcome to dA :la:
Hope you'll enjoy the site ~~

Have a wonderful day :aww:
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Hello!
I hope yoju have a great day too :D
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