ThatLauraYoung

I can't get up in the morning I can't do anything right I can't find any motivation I can't get over how worthless I am I can't see the lighter side I can't just be happy I can't function properly I can't get over how worthless I am

The sun rises again for another day These bad thoughts and feelings Seem to never go away What's the point of getting out of bed When it's the same shit all over again Waking up and being here messes with my head Why am I on this planet? There are many more deserving Of this life, can someone just have it? I'm useless and worthless I can never think straight When my life is so much of a mess I'm not ungrateful for being here But I am nothing special I'm just an ordinary girl Not going to achieve much at all And when my mundane existence ceases No one will remember who I am I'm just a worthless whore With nothing to live for.

I was deluded, I couldn’t see the truth How you were hurting me, Tearing me apart. I was in love with you, And at the time, I was in a dark place And you were supportive at the start But I was deluded Blinded Weeks passed before you showed your true colours, Anger and aggression And you took it out on me To you I was just a slave, your bitch Someone you could have sex with whenever. You cheated, you lied and you hurt me Outside the bruises have gone away, But inside, they won’t disappear. I’ll forever have the memory Of your beatings followed by sex But now who’s behind bars? Not me, that’s for sure Maybe befo

My birthday is today Getting closer to death Yesterday I was 4 And tomorrow I'll be 80 19 is almost 20 And when I'm 20 I'm an adult Nearing the end of my teenage years Saying hello to adulthood My dreams are staying basic No unicorns or spaceships I just want to get my Masters Try not to die in the process When it comes to studying, I'm sloppy Procrastination is a hobby Designing racecars is pretty fun But partying is better The student union is calling Cheap beers and lots of vodka Uni life isn't so bad But I'll be paying it off 'til I'm dead

It’s morning. A vague hint of sunlight shimmered through the old battered window, illuminating the room. I put my hand on my forehead; I had a massive hangover. “How much did I have last night?” I thought. Turning over to check the time, I found a woman there next to me. There have been many times where I have woken up, head banging, feeling sick and a taste of a variety of booze in my mouth, and adding to these problems, I’m surrounded by used condoms, a messy bed and a half- naked guy, but this is different... This was a female. I’ve never really been homophobic- I haven’t really had a problem with peopl

Religion has ruined me I used to be free I can't break away I was forced to believe Abuse made my happiness Disappear forever I don't know how to deal with this Medication doesn't make it better Although Things are looking up I'm coming out of my shell No longer a slave to religion Nor walked over by my peers The past can't be repaired I'll always be scarred Always a slave to my fears

Back in Cardiff for summer. Another few weeks of reminiscing about old times before pissing off to uni. I’m sitting on the edge of a wharf in the Alexandra docks, watching the sun set. My legs swaying in the wind, and my boots occasionally hitting each other. Slowly, I put my head into my hands and cry. I can’t forget these past few years. Firstly, I can’t forget him. It’s been over a year, and I know it’s silly to try to hold on to teen romance, but I just can’t forget him. I genuinely saw a future between us, what I felt was actual love. Every night towards the end, he’d cancel our dates, and have a

Eich gwallt gwinau hir Llosgi marwor Yn yr nos Ni fyddaf byth yn anghofio chi Waeth pa mor bell i ffwrdd yr ydych yn Your long auburn hair Burning embers In the night I will never forget you No matter how far away you are

I can't live without you even if you don't care I try to forget you exist But whatever my thought, you are there. You always seem to forget me No matter if I'm there I wouldn't question the other girls you have, I really wouldn't dare I know you're taking advantage But if I try to leave The door locks in front of me You drag me back again